My Life, My Curse

My fist ever Personal Computer was a Wang 80286 PC. Since then, i've been hooked on PC's, Arcades and Video Games...everything that technlogy offers, for sure i know a lot. Sometimes they call me a geek but who cares?

Before, technology was my life! Technology taught me to play games, use some programs, learn a lot and even find true love.

Things have changed... For me it's a curse.

Now i realized that too much information whether bad or good, true or not, gave a huge impact on my life. The internet is my world. I know the ins and outs of it. All the roads to take, the places to go...information right at my fingertips.

I know i made some wrong decisions in my life before and i know that my mistakes will never be right unless i face it. But its not the right time yet. I need to confirm all the things that i discovered before i make conclusions to myself. I hate myself for knowing too much.... I really hate myself for this curse...
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.... I hope that i'll be over with this soon.