♥ BIG HAPPY FAMILY ♥

October 28, 2011 was the first year anniversary of one of my favorite rooms in Camfrog. To those who don't know, Camfrog is a chat application that has one special feature that stands out among other chat applications. It is pretty much the same with the popular Yahoo Messenger but it stands out because it's like a crossbreed of mIRC, Yahoo Messenger and Skype all in one package. Ok back to the topic, the room is 28_BIG_HAPPY_FAM1LY_28.

I started chatting in BHF last 3 or 4 months ago. That was the time when I've had some minor problems with my old room(__THE_HEARTBREAK_HOTEL__). Whenever i feel lonely, I go to BHF. It's like a second family to me. I liked staying there mainly because the room is very quiet. When i mean quiet, there is no "NOISY" DJ stepping on the mic.Well at least most of the time. ^_^

Whenever I enter a room in CF, I don't usually talk to other people right away. I usually just park inside watching every conversation they type in, see every people's faces on their cams and just plainly listen to the tunes the DJ is playing. At first I was hesitant to talk that much to them but one day i decided to get to know some people inside the room. They didn't disappoint me. All of them were super nice up to the point that we had an EB or eyeball(That's the term used by chatters whenever they meet up) on the room's 1st year anniversary.

I decided to go and join the celebration. I offered mommy dionne to cook "Sinampalukang Manok" and i'm glad they loved it! :)

I made this post to thank my BHF Family Especially to mommy Dionne, for the warm welcome and hospitality for hosting the venue of the EB. To newfound friends, Maki a.k.a. Makalimot...dude thanks for the extra battery for my super old cellphone hehehehe. Kuya Bhong for the sponsorship and the Buko Pie. To My new IDOL "Denmark D' Magician" (Treasure_Hunter)...dude may talent ka pala. To all those na umattend, kay Ehmpotz, sis bhezz,jowbong, kay myloves ko si yamie_cool78 at kay sis Jhopay salamat sa inyong dalawa sa paghatid sa akin pauwi. Kay kuya abdul, Kay Ann (Pulseras) at Lavlav...kahit late kayo dumating at pinagod nyo kami sa pagsundo sa inyo hehehe. Salamat at nakarating din kayo at sa lahat po ng nakalimutan ko na dumating Maraming Maraming Salamat po. And of course our ever generous sponsor sis Tequila...next time sana makapunta ka na rin sis! :) Isa lang masasabi ko ngayon.

I ♥ My Big Happy Family! I ♥ you guys :)

This is just the Beginning

As I was browsing my fb account today, I decided to open an application entitled "GOD Wants you to know". It is a very useful application whenever you feel the need to get inspired or seek advice. Today, I got this message from the application:

On this day of your life, Allan Rey, we believe God wants you to know ... that beginnings are only possible where there are endings.

Clear acknowledged endings are as necessary to intelligible life, as pauses between notes to intelligible music. Although endings sometimes feel like the end of you, take them for what they really are, - the end of a stage in your life. Here is to new beginnings!

I know I've been through tough and rough times in my life lately, but now I'm ready to face them all. I'll start with my family. for me, family ALWAYS comes first. And sunday is family day so I will just stay here at home tomorrow and be with the people who loves me most.

Secondly, focusing on my career. Professional Career Service Examination is just weeks away and I think now is the time to focus on the examination.

And lastly, my life. My lovelife to be exact. I realized that no matter how hard I try, No matter how sincere I show my Love and Affection to her, it was no use. She doesn't like me. I feel stupid. Sure enough, I don't deserve her BEST, but I don't deserve her WORST either. I accepted her whole being, ignoring her past and tried to show my love for her and maybe eventually plan for our future together. Of course it didn't happen because i didn't get the chance to prove myself. All i get is lots of excuses. Siguro kung magiging kami nga talaga, only time will tell. I don't want to be a secured reserve in her life. I'm not posting this to judge her but rather voicing out myself on this matter. I feel that she's afraid to lose somebody but every now and then, she's losing more and more worthy people in her life. Yes i feel the pain, but i know that i will survive. I will just accept the fact that we can only be friends for now but one thing is for sure. I will still treasure her just the same. :)

Here's a song from a Grease Classic sang by a schoolmate from High School. I really love her version of this song, very classic and I can really relate myself from the song.



In the end, it doesn't really matter.... What matters most is how we are able to fix things right and not the wrong way. Still i wish you the best. I hope we meet soon and I'm keeping you here in my heart and treasure our friendship forever. This is just the Beginning :)

It's for the best. I wish you luck.....

Last September 16, I made a confession. I admitted to someone that I love her. She was speechless at first but later replied with a song. It made me happy. I thought we're ok. I thought she recognizes me. I was wrong..... again.

I'm a fan of her blog. I know that she likes someone else. I fully understand now. She doesn't want to be in a relationship with me. I did everything i could, or at least i tried. I feel that my efforts are wasted again. I was always clueless about everything. But now i know now what to do. I'm not mad at her. I know that it's her choice to make not mine. Yes i feel the pain but I'm not blaming her for it. I missed her when she left and i will surely miss her again. I hope her decisions in the future will not hurt her again. Please do understand that I'm still not giving up yet. I'm still here waiting but I'll just give more space for her and for myself. I just wish that someday, somehow she'll realize that i love her so much that it hurts.



"Wag mo sanang isipin na hindi ako makapaghintay. Nandito pa rin ako maghihintay pero ayaw ko na masaktan."

The day i loved a Goddess

A goddess is a female deity. In some cultures goddesses are associated with Earth, motherhood, love, and the household.

I'm no fan of any myths but i do like hearing stories about them sometimes. I know this post will be a bit awkward once she read this post but i will post it anyway. I met a girl online. Actually i never thought i would fall for her but i did. There are things that happened between us that didn't go well....I got used to it. I tried to move on when she left and i did, at least i thought i did...

She's a self-proclaimed goddess online and I'm sure every other 17,000+ angry birds out there would agree. Yes she got 17K+ fans on Facebook. For those people who don't know about FB or Facebook, it's a social networking site on the net just like the old Friendster. Anyway, she has that smile that i really love to see. A person who is not afraid to speak what's on her mind.

Even though we've shared bad memories in the past, i still cherished some good ones and that is enough for me. I know since the day she left, she will come back someday and she did. And I'm happy because she's back. I loved her, i still do and i hope that someday she will love me too. :)

The wiki for shutter babies

I'm not a camera lover but I do love gadgets. Nowadays, more and more people prefer buying a DSLR camera than Digicams. Before, having your own SLR is like being the "GOD" of Photographers. I'm not new with the latest trends in technology but when it comes to Cameras, i'm a total noob. I have a friend who owns a Canon 50D DSLR and is into photography as a hobby. Lately, my brother wanted one. So i was asked to scout for a good SLR camera in BestBuy. Being a noob about these stuffs, i searched the site hoping to get a good bargain. My friend told me that there are lots of things that i should consider before i buy one. So i searched the net for a good site and bumped on this blogsite Snapsort.

At first i thought its just a simple blogsite about photography and cameras but i found that it was a really helpful site. It's like the wiki of DSLR's! Now i won't be having trouble of looking for a good model for a reasonable price. Kudos to the blog owner who put up the site. It's very informative and everything i need to know is there.

Gloria is still "IN"!!!

Despite of all the negative feedbacks about the former president, Gloria is still "IN"! But i'm not talking about PGMA here though....I'm talking about my professor in Project Management Ma'm Glo. I already attended twice on her class and i can say that she was one good teacher. She really knows how to make the class more interesting. And she is very nice to her students. Good job Ma'm Glo! Two thumbs up!

Pre-Summer Internship

Tomorrow will be my first day for my summer internship in Levelup!

It's not that i'm expecting too much but since i was assigned to be in the Marketing Department, I hope that i will have fun. Oh well....good luck to me. ^_^